It’s the scariest thing in the world to be in fear and trying to understand why you’re feeling it.
You want to run from it so badly.
Why is it so scary to be in the fear while trying to understand it?
The feeling (fear) passes as soon as you confront it by asking why you are feeling it. BUT, it feels as though you are going to annihilate instead. This is the ‘Gate of Hell that must be passed through in order to achieve your goal
It is one of the most difficult tasks you have to accomplish, and yet, it gives you the reward of self achievement that will last a lifetime, that no man can ever take away. It is a feeling so special that it is indescribable; one that is cherished because it was earned.
“Good judgment comes from experience, and
a lot of that comes from bad judgment.” Will Rogers
Isabel Hickey, my astrological teacher and now spirit mentor, wrote: “Life is flowingness, and in is flowing there is meaning and (cosmic) law. I cannot lose what is my own. I need not seek what is my own for what belongs to me shall come. If anything goes, it is because it does not belong to me. What I am alone has power. If I give up the personal struggle and ambition, all that is rightfully mine will be drawn to me. I let go and Let God run my life.” Life doesn’t change. The same ‘issues’ arise. What CAN and IS changing is my reaction to life.
An acquaintance emailed me a message from a channel she likes who writes on YouTube, and spun me up. At first, I was just ‘spun up’, reacting to her energy, and to her ‘need’ to email this information to me. I struggled not to judge her, or the material itself as annoying, useless, etc. realizing this was a sign that it was my ego that was in control.
When my spirit was broken, when I thought I had lost my way, I was shown new abilities and given hope again. No one can trap my soul now because I have no fear of death. I have seen beyond the Void and have visited The Other Side. I know that I always continue to live in one form or another. That is the new kind of power that has been given to me. Death to the body or death to the ego is the first step to rebirth.
Note: Although I did not write this myself, I’ve received a special request from its author, Issie, who is now in the Spirit World, and acts a s my astrological mentor and teacher ‘from there’. While I was compiling my list of new articles to add to my website, she clairaudiently came to me and requested that I include her channeled allegory to my list of articles. And of course I said:” Of course. I’d love to, Issie Thank you again for all you give to me from the Spirit World. I wouldn’t be the spiritual astrologer I am if it weren’t for you and your guidance.” And so Mote It Be.
I leaned from the low-hung crescent moon and grasping the west-pointing horn of it, looked down. Against the other horn reclined, motionless, a Shining One who looked at me, but I was unafraid.
Below me the hills and valleys were thick with humans, and the moon swung low that I might see what they did.